— Esoerotic Dark Feminine Magick Retreat —The Sovereign Sensualist
An sensuous reclamation of embodied pleasure and aroused liberation
Immersive 3-Day Portal of Transformation
Friday June 19th–Sunday June 21st in Holly Ridge, Coastal North Carolina
✷ Stay on-site or join with a weekend pass ✷ Sign up by June 1st and get a free 45-minute intuitive tarot reading with Crimson! ✷
There is something you have been craving that you may not have words for...
Something wild. Something within you yearning to awaken.
The feeling of being fully, unapologetically alive in your own body. Expressing and existing for no one's pleasure but your own.
This craving has a name: It is called the Sovereign Sensualist.
The Sovereign Sensualist is a 3-day, 2-night immersive portal of Esoerotic dark feminine transformation held at Dea Magia in North Carolina: a 7.5 acre sacred coastal property devoted to embodied reclamation.
This retreat is built around a single radical premise: your pleasure is not a reward. It is a birthright. And reclaiming it—fully, unapologetically, for no one but yourself—is one of the most sovereign acts available to you.
In 2026, we are done waiting for the world to give us permission. During this portal, we choose a new paradigm rooted in sovereign pleasure, embodied truth, and liberated selfhood.
Through Esoerotic dance rituals, dark feminine teachings, magickal ceremony, and the deep communal holding that only happens when an intimate group descends together, you will leave this retreat fundamentally shifted in your relationship to your body, your desire, and your sense of self. Not because something changed outside of you, but because something irreversible shifted within.
Whether you are arriving as a longtime devotee of this work or encountering Esoeroticism for the first time, this retreat will meet you exactly where you are and guide you deeper than you have gone before.
The Retreat Experience
𓆙 Guided dance and movement rituals
𓁺 Space for self-reflection and shadow work
𓁥 Magickal ceremony
☾ Circle connection and sharing
☥ Indulgence in food, pleasure, and play
✷ Happening during the Summer Solstice, so expect a potent boost of vitality, manifestation, and abundance!
*You must be open to all of the above experiences to sign up for this experience!
For those ready to embody sensuous liberation
General Schedule
Friday
Arrival anytime after 12pm, please arrive no later than 5pm
Free time to relax and explore the property:swim in the pool, nature walk, nap in the sun (or shade)
Mix, mingle, and meet your fellow sensualists!
Finger food and sandwiches will be served
6:30 PM: Opening Ceremony
Saturday
Breakfast
Morning rituals
Lunch
Afternoon rituals
Fancy Dinner
Evening circle
Sunday
Breakfast
Closing Ceremony
Retreat completes by 1pm
Extra Night(s)
Would you like to come Thursday evening and/or stay through Monday morning to have free time to explore the local beach, historic centers, or just chill at the Dea Magia pool? We are offering an extra night(s) add-on option! It does not include lunch or dinner but it includes breakfast and gives you access to the property beyond our scheduled retreat for those who want to luxuriate in vacation mode!
Rituals will include both guided and self-guided dance + movement, shadow exploration, pleasure practices, circle discussion, and transformational magickal ceremony.
What’s Included:
Lodgings for 3 days and 2 nights
A rich experience of workshops, rituals, and play
Continental breakfast (quiches, fruit, toast, yogurt, etc.)
Catered lunch and dinner (dietary restrictions will be honored)
Coffee/tea bar and snacks
7.5 acre private property with a pool and wooded area for nature walks
Life-changing experiences and heart-felt connections that span well beyond our retreat container!
Sign up by June 1st and get a free 45 minute intuitive tarot reading with Crimson!
You will be responsible for flights and transportation to and from the Dea Magia retreat property, see FAQs below for more travel information.
My Body
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My Pleasure
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My Power
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My Magick
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My Body ☥ My Pleasure 𓆙 My Power 𓁥 My Magick ☾
The “Dea Magia” Property
Welcome to Dea Magia
{pronounced "DAY-ah" "MAH-jee-ah"}
Italian for “Goddess Magick”, Dea Magia is a 7.5 acre private property in coastal North Carolina and portal of dark feminine magick.
It is my home. My land. The sacred world I have been building since I followed the call of the sea back to the east coast. Every corner of this property has been devoted to the same intention that lives at the heart of Esoeroticism: the radical reclamation of sovereign selfhood, embodied pleasure, and dark feminine power.
The Esoerotic Temple sits on this land. The pool, the wooded acres, the coastal air—all of it is yours for these three days.
I do not take lightly the honor of opening this space to you. Dea Magia is not a retreat venue. It is a living, breathing sanctuary, and for the duration of the Sovereign Sensualist retreat, it belongs to us.
FAQS
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Choose your room below and submit a non-refundable $400 downpayment to secure your spot, then look for your inbox for a follow-up email on how you can choose to pay your balance in full or in monthly payments.
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Yes! We can accommodate monthly payments, but full payment must be submitted by June 15th.
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Wilmington “ILM” airport is 28 miles away and has affordable flights if you can connect with air carriers such as Avelo and Breeze.
Jacksonville “Albert J Ellis” airport is also close and offers Delta flights. (22 miles away).
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A full packing list will be shared before the retreat, but you should not have to make any new purchases other than kneepads if you don’t own them already for this experience!
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Absolutely! We have a private chef who will be able to accommodate.
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You can email Crimson here!
Sign Me Up to Stay On-Site!
Click Here for Weekend Passes
Choose your room below and reserve with a $400 non-refundable downpayment. After received, look for an email to confirm your payment preference.
Pay in Full or Monthly Payment Plans available. Click here to peak the property!
Room 1 in Main House
Private room with Queen bed and closet.
Shares bathroom with Room 2.
$1,450
Room 2 in Main House
Private room with Queen bed and closet.
Shares bathroom with Room 1.
$1,450
Room 3 in Main House
2 person room with bunk beds and closet.
Share bathroom with roommate.
$1,250
1 of 2 spots available
Shared Apartment: Private Room
2 person apartment; private room.
Full kitchen and shared bathroom.
$1,400
Shared Apartment: Open Studio
2 person apartment; day bed in open studio room.
Full kitchen and shared bathroom.
$1,300
Cottage 1
3 person cottage with twin beds. External shared cottage bathhouse (this bathhouse is exquisite.)
$1,150
Extra day/night for any room is $111
Would you like an extra night to have a free day to explore the local beach, historic centers, or even just chill by the Dea Magia pool? We have an extra night add-on option! It does not include lunch or dinner but it does include breakfast and gives you access to the property Thursday night and/or Sunday night! Check-In/Out 1 pm.
Are you local or would you prefer to find your own lodgings off-site (introverts, I'm looking at you, wink)
If so, we are offering limited weekend passes!
The Sovereign Sensualist Weekend Pass includes:
Friday evening opening ritual: 6–9:30 pm
Meet your fellow sensualists and immerse in a sacred dark feminine ritual to set the energy of the weekendSaturday day of ritual and self-devotion (includes catered lunch): 10am–6:30pm
A full day of embodied, pleasure-based rituals and self-devotions. Includes guided and self-guided dance + movement, shadow exploration, pleasure practices, circle discussion, and transformational magickal ceremony. Includes an indulgent lunch with plenty of snacks and beverages.Sunday morning closing ritual: 10:30am–1pm
A peaceful, grounding gratitude to self and embodied anchoring to ensure the magick is rooted beyond our weekend experience.
Please note: weekend passes are for all 3 days, no individual days passes available since this is a full ritual experience
*2-part payment plan must be paid in full by June 15th. Secure pass with first payment then look for follow up email within 24 hours on options to make second payment.
Join with a Weekend Pass
Full Payment
$497
Split Payment
2 payments of $249*
Hi, I’m Crimson, the creatrix of Esoeroticism™ and the woman behind Dea Magia.
The work I facilitate in these retreats is the same work that transformed my own life. I know what it feels like to be disconnected from your body, your pleasure, and your sense of sovereign self, and I know what it feels like to reclaim all of it.
I also know what it’s like to need a damn break to remind myself of this.
That is the vision I hold for our Sovereign Sensualist retreat.
I do not take lightly the responsibility of holding this space. Every retreat I create is an act of devotion—to this work, to the dark feminine, and to every person who arrives ready to descend.
