I had been immersed in the work for years: the spiritual studies, the dance classes, the meditation practices, the personal development books (so many books…) I loved the spicy psychology, the energy work, and the somatic play—and I still do.

But it wasn’t until I discovered the missing key that everything began to click into place: the dark feminine.

I’m talking about erotic embodiment beyond the bedroom, creative rebirth through shadow, fully inhabiting my aging body, and the ritualistic magick that anchored it all in.

This was my electric awakening and the birth of Esoeroticism™ over a decade ago. And when I crossed that threshold, everything changed.

Up until that point, my life had been built through pressure and performance: success through sheer ambition, battling my body to be perceived as desirable, trying to fix myself through the mind.

But as I now know: transformation doesn’t happen through the mind, it happens through the body. And that's where I met my innate magnetism, became deeply self-possessed, aligned to living turned-on, and rooted into my sacred self-standards.

This work was never a quick fix or polished self-improvement formula. It required devotion (and still does— but this work has become something that my body now craves, rather than just another practice to add to my self-care checklist.)

The initial shift was immediate: I felt fully alive in both my body and my life.

Because in Esoeroticism™, we understand that reality is authored from the inside out.

What began as personal transformation evolved into a modality, philosophy, and body of work now practiced by souls from around the world seeking deeper embodiment, erotic sovereignty, creative liberation, and dark feminine initiation.

For years, I owned and operated Minx + Muse in Austin, Texas: a sensual movement studio and mystical gathering space devoted to embodiment, ritual, expression, and feminine liberation. It became a sanctuary for those seeking something deeper than fitness, performance, or self-improvement—a place where movement became initiation and the body was recognized as a portal.

Those years profoundly shaped the evolution of Esoeroticism™ and deepened my devotion to creating experiences where womxn could experience themselves beyond conditioning, shame, and performance.

Today, I teach while embodying the very life I built around this work, guiding initiatory experiences online and in person from my sacred studio space and land on the coast of North Carolina where devotion to embodiment, magick, ritual, primal passion, and the dark feminine remain woven into both my work and my everyday life.

Because Esoeroticism™ was never created as an escape from reality. It was created as a way to inhabit it more fully.