— esoerotic dark feminine magick retreat —

The Feral MUSE

A salacious self-awakening through primal play and creative conjure

Immersive 5-Day Portal of Transformation | Thursday September 3rd–Monday September 7th

Holly Ridge, Coastal North Carolina

SIGN UPS OPEN 2/20 AT NOON EST

— ARE YOU —

Ready to arouse your untamed, unapologetic self through primal, erotically-sourced expression?

— Do you desire to —

Reclaim your magnetic vitality in a portal of primal movement, creative exploration, and instinctual, wild witchery?

— AND ALSO… —

Do you crave connection with yourself and others in a space that honors individuality, vulnerability, and unbridled joy?



If so, the Esoerotic Dark Feminine Magick “Feral Muse” retreat is for you!

Esoeroticism is a reclamation of our primal vitality, our raw creativity, and our magnetic sexuality!

The Feral Muse Retreat is a 5 days / 4 nights portal where we will break shackles of purity programming by conjuring our raw, untamed magick. We’ll dance in feral freedom. We’ll use our creative instinct to craft spells of reclamation. And we’ll reconnect with our natural turn-on! HOWLS AT THE MOON! 🐺 With the ultimate self-devotion of unleashing our unapologetic, unrepressed authenticity. Whether you are new* to this practice or a long-time devotee, this experience is crafted to meet you where you are and guide you deeper into your well of wildness.

*If you are new to this practice you will be gifted our virtual Esoerotic Awakening workshop to prepare for our weekend.

The retreat experience

🐍 Guided dance and movement rituals

🕯️ Space for self-reflection and shadow work

🔮 Magickal ceremony

❤️ Circle sharing and vulnerability

🍇 Indulgence in food, pleasure, and play

🌙 Daily free time to connect in conversation, swim, explore nature, get cozy in an indoor corner and read, or enjoy an afternoon nap!

*You must be open to all of the above experiences—including being witnessed in your sensual movement—to sign up for this experience!

Photo from our 2025 Esoerotic Dark Feminine Magick Retreat

Those who cannot be shamed cannot be tamed!

General Schedule

Thursday

  • Arrival anytime after 1 pm, please arrive by 6 pm if possible

  • Dinner

  • Mix, mingle, and meet your fellow sensualists!

friday

  • Breakfast

  • Opening Ceremony

  • Lunch

  • Free time

  • Afternoon ritual

  • Dinner

  • Evening circle

saturday

  • Breakfast

  • Morning ritual

  • Lunch

  • Free time

  • Afternoon ritual

  • Dinner

  • Evening circle

Sunday

  • Breakfast

  • Morning ritual

  • Lunch

  • Free time

  • Afternoon ritual

  • Fancy Dinner

  • Closing Ceremony

Monday

  • Breakfast

  • Free time

  • Check out by 1pm

Extra Night

  • Would you like an extra night to have a free day to explore the local beach, historic centers, etc? We have an extra night add-on option! It does not include lunch or dinner but gives you access to the property for an extra day/night, with breakfast included on Tuesday and check out by 1pm.

Rituals will include both guided and self-guided dance, somatic processing, shadow reflection, creative crafting, circle discussion, and magickal ceremony.

What’s Included:

  • Lodgings for 5 days and 4 nights

  • Continental breakfast (quiches, fruit, toast, yogurt, etc.)

  • Catered lunch and dinner (dietary restrictions will be honored)

  • Coffee/tea bar and snacks

  • 7.5 acre private property with pool and wooded area for nature walks

  • A rich experience of workshops, rituals, and play

  • Life-changing experiences and heart-felt connections that span well beyond our retreat container!

    You will be responsible for flights and transportation to and from the Dea Magia retreat property, see FAQs below for more travel information.

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the “Dea Magia” property

Welcome to Dea Magia {pronounced "DAY-ah" "MAH-jee-ah"}

Italian for “Goddess Magick”, Dea Magia is a 7.5 acre property where sacred sensuality, dark feminine magick, and creative expression reigns supreme.

Dea Magia is my private home that I am honored to open to my fellow sensualists, creatrixes, and kind and curious humans who are interested in awakening their innate power, pleasure, and potential through Esoerotic, dark feminine magick.

Dea Magia also is the location of the Esoerotic Temple.

Dea Magia isn't a luxe resort. Rather, it's a cacophony of creative kookiness, cozy cohabitation, and feral-lovin' freedom.

And it's ready to welcome you into its bosom with open arms.

Here is a whimsical layout of the Dea MagIA Property

For reference, only. Please do not expect a gothic church on-site.

FAQS

  • Choose your room below and submit a non-refundable $400 downpayment to secure your spot, then look for your inbox for a follow-up email on how you can choose to pay your balance in full or in monthly payments.

  • Yes! We can accommodate monthly payments, but full payment must be submitted by June 1st.

  • Wilmington “ILM” airport is 28 miles away and has affordable flights if you can connect with air carriers such as Avelo and Breeze.

    Jacksonville “Albert J Ellis” airport is also close and offers Delta flights. (22 miles away).

  • A full packing list will be shared before the retreat, but you should not have to make any new purchases other than kneepads if you don’t own them already for this experience!

  • Absolutely! We have a private chef who will be able to accommodate.

  • You can email Crimson here!

SIGN ME UP!

Early Bird Pricing Ends April 30th

Choose your room below and reserve with a $400 non-refundable downpayment. After received, look for an email to confirm your payment preference.

Pay in full or monthly payment options available; must be paid in full by September 1st.

— Room 1 in Main House—

Private room with Queen bed and closet.
Shares bathroom with Room 2.
Early Bird: $2,250 | $2,450 after April 30th

— Room 2 in Main House —

Private room with Queen bed and closet.
Shares bathroom with Room 1.
Early Bird: $2,250 | $2,450 after April 30th

— Room 3 in Main House —

 2 person room with bunk beds and closet.
Share bathroom with roommate.
Early Bird: $1,975 | $2,175 April 30th
2 spots available

— Shared Apartment: Private Room —

2 person apartment; private room.
Full kitchen and shared bathroom.

Early Bird: $2,200 {private room} | $2,400 after April 30th

— Shared Apartment: Open Studio —

2 person apartment; day bed in open studio room.
Full kitchen and shared bathroom.

Early Bird: $2,050 | $2,250 after April 30th

— Cottage 1 —

 3 person cottage with twin beds. External shared cottage bathhouse.
Early Bird: $1,750 {per person} | $1,950 April 30th
3 spots available

— Cottage 2 —

 2 person cottage with 2 full beds. External shared cottage bathhouse.
Early Bird: $1,750 {per person} | $1,950 April 30th
2 spots available

Extra day/night for any room is $139

Would you like an extra night to have a free day to explore the local beach, historic centers, etc? We have an extra night add-on option! It does not include lunch or dinner but gives you access to the property for an extra day/night, with breakfast included on Tuesday and check out by 1pm.

Meet your retreat mistress

Hi, I’m Crimson, creatrix of Esoeroticism + proprietrix of Dea Magia!

My greatest joy is supporting others in awakening their innate magnetic power, sensual pleasure, and unlimited creative expression through embodied, dark feminine magick! And as a forever student of this work myself, I am also forever arousing greater awakening as we unite in these immersive journeys.

I look forward to being in this portal of reclamation together. You can find my full story here!